i suddenly felt tt my life is so boring..sigh..
i can onli stand at a very far distance and look at you..and tts all i can do..

she's now at overseas..i can never understand why...why a single msg frm u makes me so happy..but i noe i can never see u coz u are bz and stuff and we aint tt close..but imma wait for u..forever..u once showed me tt u loved me...how can i let u go jus lyk tt?...but now i guess things are abit changed eh? haiz...

looking back at the things i've done..i was trying to be someone..in your heart..

why do u have to avoid me EVERY single time..i love you and this fact would never change till the day i die..i just love you so much..plz let me have you..

Past few daes have been rather fun for me...went to k box and pool with terrence yc and oso go shopping alot with my cousin to buy my grad high thingy...so this week had been rather out going for me coz everytime go town walkwalk den play pool den sing k which i dun do usually hahas..anyway yesterdae finals game was too tough for us to win..in the end we got 2nd place with the score 70-49 quite a few ppl got injured in our team...bryan got ankle sprain jinghui got wrist sprain yichuan got some eye problem weichang got shoulder problem and i injured my back in yesterdae game...couldnt bend down now..fcking pain..i was injured in the 3rd quater already but i tahan all the way till end..almost pain till cry sia...super pain 1..but now was alright liao..much better...i guess tt 2.1 metre guy was too huge for me to defend la..plus he put so much pressure on me..my back sure cannot tahan...and i felt quite a few times straight on my back..think will take weeks to recover..i got to improve more and faster...but its jus so difficult..haiz..To her:this time i swear i am staying single till i get u..

my team sucks...big time..i dunno how to play with them again..


i cant find another girl lyk u..though i've ex's..but i swear u are the only 1 tt in my heart tt i really love..since they first dae i saw u i knew u are the kind of girl i wan..but i jus cant seem to have u..u are the 1 i wan..the ONLY 1 i wan..i love u..